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Yesterday was a manic day for me, but I was also depressed. Or rapid cycling between the two? I'm not sure. It's like being locked in a cell, alone, half tied, and then being forced to think through molasses. Depression - all alone, empty, no energy, crying if there were tears to be had, but there aren't, because I feel so little that sadness is a casualty. So is sleep.
If I'm in a downward spiral I start getting paranoid that I might be like this all the time, and then the only reason I can ever read anyone else is because I'm a massive empath. I'm a master of sarcasm, but on days when I'm m